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So, I thought I was tired after watching Star Wars with Brent, but then I drove home listening to John Mayer and somewhere between then and brushing my teeth I got a boost in energy- the excited, do-something kind. I think it's the thinking about the trip that did it. We leave for Georgia on Thursday,Brenton and I. Visiting his friends Nicole and Drew, celebrating their graduation with them, and then the four of us are going camping in North Carolina. I'm really looking forward to it. I have to remind myself to take a journal with me- I always enjoy writing about trips as they happen.

I'm trying to think of other things going on but everything I come up with is boring or too complicated for the amount of effort I feel like putting into writing it. Brenton is suddenly freaking out every time the word "marriage" or anything related is mentioned, to my bafflement. He's the one who wanted to have the marriage/kids conversation a couple months ago, but now he's skittish if the topic is brought up, in no relation at all to me or him or us? What the hell?

I really don't feel like discussing the insecurity issues this may or may not be giving me. In fact, I think I'll quit this entry while I'm ahead. Suffice it to say, I'm doing okay right now, and I'm really excited for summer. I miss all my friends that have been away at school or just busy, and can't wait to hang out with everyone when I get back from Georgia. Hope you all are doing wellll!

(Also, an observation: one's Asian Drama watching increases exponentially with the introduction of a Drama-watching room mate. :)

ALSO ALSO HEEYYY KIDS. I NEED NEW MUSIC. REC ME SOME PLEASE.